Allowing myself to be vulnerable
It’s so out of character for me. But you? You somehow managed to break down my barriers, and make me feel comfortable enough to share my insecurities, my fears, my worries.
For the first time today I shared with you the fact that I like you so much, that I don’t want anything to mess it up. That I feel so vulnerable because I love, and I love hard. How I’ve never felt this way before, and I’m so scared of the chance of losing this feeling. The anxiety I feel when I think of you not being in my life. The thought of it scares me so much.
But you remain there, ever patient, always reminding me of your love. Always reminding me that you care.
I honestly can’t imagine my life without you. You’ve taught me a balance that I never knew existed. The passion you’ve made me feel, the courage that you’ve given me, the way you’ve pushed me pursue what I want, how you never fail to make me laugh, the way you challenge me and make me want to be better, the way you lift me up. I love all this and more.
Just laying on the cheese, though you don’t read this cause you think of it as my diary. But if you do if not obvi, I luh ya Bae
When you know you know
First 4DX movie theatre in the US! Transformers with rain, water, fog, wind, lightning, bubbles, scent, and motion. Life changing experience. (at Regal L.A. Live Stadium 14)